Maverick Michael Mead

I definitely think that I have been driving myself just a little batty lately.  I have been getting a great deal accomplished but I have never felt so unaccomplished (I feel: today).  People in LA are basically about words... something that is getting quite annoying to me.  I think my eyes are really opening up lately.  I am tired of everyone being about talk and no action.


I just got back from a trip over the weekend.  I had an amazing time and I think that spending that long of a time with my brother Peter-John really opened my eyes about a great deal.  It was nice being around a young spirit (in a sense) who just gets it.  He did not give a shit about so many things and he made me realize without trying that lately I have been caring about too many things that I really shouldn't be.  I do not think that he even noticed he was helping me at all but I know that when I see him say or do something and I realized that is the way I used to be and he learned it from me I wonder why it is not anymore.  I noticed characteristics in him that I used to love about myself...  I realized that I was acting weird when I felt like I have not felt in a long time.  I felt comfortable and extremely excited to just chill, doing something I normally would debate right now. 

I was sitting on the porch of our suite in neon pink "tightie whities"  with only my new fedora and my mirrored sunglasses to keep my outfit company.  Manson playing in the background as people below took pictures with their phones of me relaxing and writing on my sidekick... I think that I felt very peaceful in that moment because I did not debate anything in my head.  I just did what I wanted to and no one had a problem with it nor did I care if they would...  I am not sure why I notice these things lately but I think it is environmental.  I think it is the people I am around.  They are not going to change and at this pace no matter how long we have been friends or not it will have to be exempted from my life.  I am tired of the negative energy or people over annalyzing what does not need to be and me doing it cause I think I should/shouldn't.



I have decided to do something new with my paintings.  I am kinda basing it on some really cool are I have seen around town.  My last idea is going to have to wait for a little.


I have been watching a lot of Velvet Goldmine lately and I have decided that I need to have my life be a bit more insane to make me happy.  I painted my hall pink, my room is diamonds, my bathroom apple red, and the kitchen is a apple green; I bought myself a new crown to wear around the new house. haha.  I just recently did a photo shoot as David Bowie.  I have never been so excited to see the photos for anything.  I really can not wait for some change.  I have been shooting a lot.  LA is full of flakes (losers) though.



Last night I went to a crazy Russian Vodka bar in Beverly Hills and wore a leopard fur jacket and my white 50's shades all night as I tasted different vodka's from europe and ate fried octopus with my champane... feels so nice to be myself.  I had a huge smile all night.  My favorite vodka was actually rather cheap and you can buy it in town for 25 dollars.  It is "X-Rated Blood Orange Vodka"...it is bright orange and does not even taste like vodka. haha  I tried it only cause it was "x-rated."  Although I love Roberto he needs to work on his vodka. haha

Buzznet does not want to post my fucking update blog!!!!

FUCK OFF!!!

The last few days have been far too packed full. I have been looking for new places like a crazy person and I was about ready to blow my brains out at the end of today. I have never seen so many places in my entire life. I think I might just save my moneys and invest into a home. This is bull shit. I have checked out a lot of areas and I think that I am really narrowing it down though. I can't wait for the big move. I miss having all my stuff (my sanity) with me. I also have been very creative lately and I can not find an outlet at the moment which is completely aggravating.



I think that I am going to be getting a hair cut soon. I have been thinking about it everyday, that and going to the beach. I think that I want to get this crazy haircut that I drew up the other day at work... with a loose hawk on the top. I want the tips to be black. I was going to add in some baby blue slices here and there but I think that I might have to skip that for the moment. I have to wait until July to this haircut though. I am READY right NOW though!! hahaha I am going to wait until I go back to pic up my stuff in July and bring it down the coast. I hopefully will be getting my web page up at about the same time. I want to do something big for the launch off but I am not sure what I am going to do.



My web page is going to sell my art, and prints as well as some some random items. I will be having my sweatshirts/hoodies and t-shirt up as well. I want to have a patriciafield.com kind of selling point but a pinktaco.com kind of web page. haha. That would be basically awesome. I have already started working on the concepts and the web page is having a simplistic layout built up right now just to get things moving.

Hopefully everything will start moving along amazing quite soon!




Cross your fingers for me.

I will be in south lake tahoe from saturday morning until wednesday. Stop in and say hello or come on out!

You think you know me; you don’t.



1. Laugh all the time.
2. Swimmer.
3. Sometimes sociopath-ic.
4. Hate chicks who are ’typical.’
5. Once lived in Paris with my brothers.
6. Stand up straight when I am nervous or something is new to me.
7. Raised by lesbians; have a father.
8. I am in love with bulldogs.
9. Hate the word ’retard’; people who use the term [in my opinion] are mentally deficient.
10. Once fell in love with a girl I never thought I would fall for.
11. Fear many things but do them all anyways.
12. Try to be friends with everyone and it bites me in the ass.
13. Show my emotions on my face.
14. Raised in South Lake Tahoe.
15. College in New York City.
16. Hate mayo with a passion.
17. Try most things once.
18. Do things for shock value.
19. Saw sister sexually abused as child.
20. Crappy movie fetish.
21. Holding hands gives me butterflies.
22. Sing everywhere.
23. On the inside I think I am a rock star.
24. Lived in Reno for a few years.
25. Make-out slut.
26. Love art but hate painting.
27. Lime sherbet and chocolate hard shell is my favorite.
28. Love photography but rather model.
29. Pro choice.
30. Have beliefs but do not consider myself limited by religion.
31. Held back, broke neck, lice, and lost a step father in one year.
32. One of the highest IQ's at my university.
33. Depressed when I live in a place with white walls.
34. Cartoons saturday mornings.
35. Listen to sinetra, billie holiday, and elvis when I cook breakfast.
36. I am a multi-tasker.
37. Sit in the dark and listen to depressing music when creativity strikes.
38. First kiss was a twin.
39. Have 8 siblings.
40. Knocked out my teeth Mountain biking.
41. Use-to skinny-dip everyday.
42. Use-to have 6 piercings.
43. Never cried at a funeral.
44. Therapy at 11 for suicidal tendencies.
45. Grandmother once married for 2 weeks.
46. Have a tattoo about a girl (it is my favorite).
47. Brother (who is a writer) was shot in the head.
48. Burned most the skin off my had on a wood stove once.
49. Cracked a T-5 of my Thoracic Spine vertebrae.
50. Iris of my eyes turns bright yellow.
51. Had alcohol for the first time on my 21st birthday.
52. Consider myself a gentlemen.
53. Have matching tattoo with my brother who is also named mike.
54. Turn into a maniac when I am pissed.
55. Work in Beverly Hills and love it.
56. Sister is mentally/physically handicapped.
57. Best friend and I walk around in high heels when we go in public.
58. Had a huge albino rat named Alvin as a kid.
59. Hate Baggy Jeans.
60. Mother is a social worker.
61. Been pulled-over 14 times (3 times in one week).
62. Burned my ass wearing a black speedo.
63. Used to have a lip piercing and miss it.
64. Have a sister in the airforce.
65. Learned to surf in Hawaii.
66. Shaved my head when I got upset one day.
67. Once told I might have AIDs. (CREEPY AS FUCK!) I don’t though!!
68. Family calls me ’Toe.’
69. Once on a Time Square Billboard.
70. Extremely high pain tolerance.
71. Don’t trust harness’ when rock climbing.
72. Clean house naked.
73. Have a Side-kick and I am not a fan.
74. Have no problem farting and taking blame.
75. Beat as a kid by a family member.
76. Prefer Candle Light.
77. Had a cat named Bastet.
78. Never had hard drugs.
79. Lit my house on fire with Josh on Christmas by accident at 3am.
80. Have amazing gun aim.
81. Break Danced on the Apollo in NYC. (got a standing ovation).
82. Clay Aiken fell on my friend and I at TRL and she got pissed urging him to get off. haha!
83. Once in a short lived band.
84. Can hold my shoulder blade in my hand.
85. Hit by a car as a kid and got head (in helmet) stuck under the wheel.
86. When I get unhappy I hang millions streamers and lights from my ceiling.
87. Broke most of my fingers (some twice).
88. Wear gold cowboy boots and black 80’s short-shorts in public.
89. Once got sold for 10 grand and 2 lines in a bathroom stall by my friend.
90. Bit half my tongue off as a kid and had it sown back on.
91. Write when I am in deep contemplation.
92. Have an imprint of a ’block’ on my skull (in my face/nose) first stitches.
93. Want a Synergy like Jem.
94. Think about life in the shower.
95. Bite my nails.
96. Drank a slurpee through my nose once and I don’t recommend it.
97. Lit my bed on fire having sex once. (no joke!)
98. Had a mo-hawk when I was 3/7/19/21.
99. Spit in a guys eye for saying ’retard’ in front of me. (in front of his family and friends)
100. Highjacked a bus in Middle school.

I have been hunting and hunting for a perfect Beetlejuice ringtone for my phone. I don't want the jingle from the movie I actually want to opening song from the cartoon back in the day... although I am an avid fan of Danny Elfman through-and-through (especially 'the ice dance'... most beautiful thing I have ever heard to this day...) I really just want the cartoon version more.



The reason I bring this up is because I really was feeling like seeing the movie during the hunt and I just turned the television on and Beetlejuice is on! STOKED! Gremlins, Beetlejuice, Don't tell Mom the Babysitters Dead, and Serial Mom are some of my favorite movies from when I was a kid! I know... SO AWESOME! hahaha



It just shows how this whole "secret" phenomenon works. I have been having a really down time lately with this whole up and moving thing and over the last 2 weeks I decided I would try something new... I am being far too overly positive... although things where still seeming to go wrong... I just kept keeping positive and somewhat sociopathic... (to be honest) and everything is starting to work out perfect. I have been freaking out about far too much lately and besides hitting the ground and figuratively welting my ass things are really starting to go in the right direction.

This week I got a job which I really am starting to get into and love. My car is getting worked on already and my rental is fantastic. I sold 2 paintings. I got to see Ter. I got to see my family... especially my sister (forgot how much I like being called 'Toe' instead of Mike). I actually have a roommate that is going to work out and being a helpful creative outlet (which is something I need)... oh, and I got to have a HUGE AMAZING margie! YES!!

In comparison to negatives prior: homeless, jobless, damn fucking broke, no chance.. oh and I got t-boned and my car is fucked.

Things are starting to work out in Hollywood and I have never been so ecstatic.


I want this hat.


For some reason I want to attempt this...


Can't wait to get completely back in my own mode. Everything is going perfect.

I get asked what type of music I like all the time.
All sorts of things. I am not a fan of 'bands' usually because i know what a difference a producer can make on an artist or the label makes on the band... I like specific songs.

Sooo.... here are the songs I recommend at the moment.

1. Santogold: Les Artistes
2. Beck: Diamond Dogs
3. Goldfrapp: Black Cherry
4. Wolfmother: Woman
5. Postal Service: Against all odds(cover) {old favorite}
6. Morrissey: Irish Blood, English Heart
7. T-Rex: Balloons of Mars
8. David Bowie: As the world falls down
9. Garbage: Cup of Coffee {all time favorite}
10. MIA: Paper Planes
11. Puscifer: Pray
12. Billie Holiday: Gloomy Sunday
13. Young Love:To Young to fight it
14. Bryan Addams: Summer of '69 {yes, I went there}
15. Klaxons: It's Not over Yet
16. Justice: D.A.N.C.E
17. CSS: Music is my Hot Hot Sex
18. Against Me: Thrash Unreal
19. Plushgun: Dancing in a minefield
20. The Hunt: One Thousand Nights


This man is a genius.


I have been noticing quite a few people have no idea what 'Crybaby' is.. GO RENT IT!


I have decided that I need to find me a girl down here! haha
So! If you know anyone like this:

..give me a call and hook a brother up!!

I went to the grove today.
Shopped forever.
Got me some new things including a pair of RIDICULOUSLY HUGE sunglasses!!!
Oh... and I did fall in love and am looking forward to the future...


WISH ME LUCK! I have a lot going on next week and things are about to get crazy!!!

GREAT! So the night of March 9th I grew some serious drunk balls and decided that at midnight any electronic device in sight I was going to use it to contact anyone/everyone that I could just to put some positive energy in my air. I invited people out, told people how amazing they are, asked for make-out sesh's, and basically made a mess of myself with a smile on.



Yesterday I went to Disneyland with my Ter and a few others. We had an amazing time. Dancing, being crazy, singing, dips, and even the occasional wave to the crowd. It was amazing! We laughed our asses off and I loved every second! Ter looked amazing in her tight back Sandra-D jeans with long blond curls. I, in a vintage tee: performing: 'The Dead Arm!'



I have 3 interviews this week and I am stoked!!!

Going right now to sunset to this old record store.

I think that I want a tattoo of Rocky Dennis in black and whites. Ter said I should get her too. She is going to be on my crotch! YES!



Wouldn't that be amazing!!!??

Went to the Psychiatric Museum on Sunset today.
It was intense.
I loved it and think that I might have to go back.
I went with some friends who are not creepy like me and they got overwhelmed so we had to leave early. BOO! haha

I have been obsessed with Thaifood and sugar infused goodies.
Went to Toi right after. Met some great characters as always!

This weekend I went an Indian Casino and lost $120 haha
The bathroom in my room was intense! All limestone.

After that I went to Newport and went out at this place on the beach called Cabo.
It was simple but I got wasted. I did not know until I got home.
We took a taxi and I am not sure how they know where we were staying.

I love Pop Surrealist lately.



My shoes got busted the other night.
Have to say I was pretty pissed.
I think I am going to get some shit kickers so I can bust up someone's face.
Then people will leave my damn shoes be!

Maybe these! hahaha



I think I am going to go to Saddle for dinner and then out and about with Johnaton! haha

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I have realized my buzznet account does not like me. I tried to upload and make my shit exciting... NOTHING! I tried to change it up... NOTHING! It does not want me to have nice things! hahahaha. For now... It is just going to have to stay lame.. Until some 12 year old can figure it out and tell me how everything is done. haha!

I can't figure out how to make this crap look a little less ... well.. like crap.